I finally understand why brides-to-be turn into bridezillas.
It is not planning the wedding, it is dealing with people. Unreasonable people. People who do not understand that this is my wedding. I am tired of dealing with people's demands. What I should do and what I should not do.
If you can't help me, just don't give me grief. That is all I ask.
Planning my own wedding should be fun. Not like this. I never imagined it to be like this.
I take deep breaths and tell myself to relax. Sometimes it works, sometimes it does not.
I don't wanna bitch about it, but I need an outlet. Once it is out of system, I can move on. So you, my blog, is my outlet. I am hoping to look back on this and be able to laugh about it.
Meanwhile, I will take a step at a time. One day at a time.
