The Boat that Sailed Away... Or Not!

I have heard about you for a long time now.

I have never been a fan of your type, despite what I have heard. I remember back in 2007, I came in close proximity to you. A friend asked if I wanted to be introduced to you. I so wanted to, but at the last minute, I chickened out.

When I shared this missed opportunity with my friends, they could only say WTF, why didn’t you? What were you thinking? Well, clearly you were NOT thinking. WTF.

My mind kept going back to the time when we nearly met. The hundreds of whatifs swirling in my mind, dizzying me worse than macros and functions in Excel. Would our relationship have lasted? At that time, it would have been a long-distance relationship. How would I have handled not seeing you for months on end, or worse, for years? Would you cheat on me? What if it didn’t work out? What if we’re not compatible? It could have been just a one-off thing, a one-night stand. Not my thing but at least I would have been able to say “been there, done that”.

I often think back to that time. The missed opportunity. But I knew, deep inside my heart, I will get another chance. I knew not when, not how, not where. But I knew.

And last night it happened.

IT happened.

You are sweet, not overbearingly or cloyingly sweet, never imposing on me like how the rest are wont to do when they want to impress someone. You are soft to the touch, very gentle as you know it's my first time. You didn't hurry me, just waited patiently for me to get over my excitement! Can you blame a girl for getting excited? It's not every day that you get a 2nd shot at something! Much less a moment like this! You definitely have more depth that the rest, they are most fluff than anything else.

You are everything I dreamed it to be.

And more.

So MUCH more.

So, so, much more.

I think I am falling in love *fuzzy warm feeling*





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(Krispy Kreme Original Glazed Donut)